So, today i've start my new semester. I dont even understand what lecturer says. i dont even want to know what its all about. i feel so stupid. The timetable sucks. Everythings sucks. Its not really my problem if they think im weird, lazy or else. i just didnt know what to do, or who to ask for help. All shit i need to do at the same time. I HATE MY LIFE. Everyday i need to woke up earlier at 6 a.m even my class at 4 PM. Im going to college with my sister. She work far away at puchong. No else ones can send me except her. So i need to be at msu earlier everyday. Bitch. I REALLY NEED A HOSTEL NEARBY. More even sucks when im waiting for her after all class is over. She get from work sometimes at 7 PM. I need to wait for her even my class is over at 4 PM. Today, i've lost all my mood. I Dont know how to tell evryone. No ones can understand me though. This problems is really pissed me off. Dear lord. Im dying inside. Please help me.